My tears won't stop .. Because .. BECAUSE THIS DAY!! AAA!!!!!

I REALLY HATE THIS DAY
YOU KNOW HATE? YEAH YOU MUST KNOW! (?)
WHY I HATE THIS DAY? BECAUSE MY UNIFORM STILL IN LAUNDRY!!!
WHAT SHOULD I DOOO?!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA GOD PLEASE HELP ME !! FOR THIS TIME !!! HELP MEEE PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

OH AND ONE AGAIN
I HATE MY BROTHER SO BADLY!!!! I HATEEEEEEE HIIIIIIIIIIIM!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAA !!
I WANT TO HAVE BROTHER BUT NOT LIKE HIM!!!!!!

WHY I HATE HIM?

BECAUSE HE DOESN'T HAVE A HEART! A FEELINGS ! HE NOT A HUMAN!!! HE IS DEMON!!! CRAZY DEMOOOON ... !!!!


OK" CALM DOWN MUCCHAN! YOU NOT A DEMON LIKE HIM CALM DOWN!

ok .. tenang .. tenang .. hhh .. = =;

Ya! intinya aku benar" benci hari ini kau tahu? aku juga rasanya ingin bunuh diri kau tahu itu?
Besok aku tidak bisa masuk sekolah karna seragam
Yep, SERAGAM!

Besok aku harus memakai apa? karung goni huh? dan pasrah ditertawai teman sesekolah?
AKU TAK AKAN MELAKUKAN HAL BODOH MACAM ITU!!

Ya Allah .. Tolonglah aku .. untuk kali ini saja .. aku mohon ... aku mohon ya allah aku mohon .. *Brb sujud*
Aku tak akan minta apapun lagi selain seragamku! Aku tak akan minta komik gratis! aku tak akan minta pulsa gratis! Aku tak akan minta hesa kembali hidup!
Tak akan! Tak akan!!

Aku mohon ya Allah ... Just this time ..
I won't ask for anything more ..